Saturday, March 14, 2009

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Hi. 14'03'09. 2243.

Not knowing why. Somehow, when i'm down, everything in my life turns upside down. Everything. The impact is rather huge, small little thing could hurt really deep.

I wanted to be a counselor in the future, and now i'm training from scratch, which is to stabilize my emotion. At times when BX sing, " Nobody likes me " I could feel myself dying inside. I've being trying berry hard to not showing any emotion. I'm trying, hoping that could make myself feel better, somehow. But school's life didn't work that way. Teachers in the whole world are bias. None of them like me.

-Ms lim like Huixin.
-Mr choh like Christine.
-Mr queck like Shu hui.

I'm good for nothing, succeed in neither. Not in Npcc, not in academic.
Nobody likes to be with me. All were leaving.

I dont know how long I can love myself this way, I'm still holding on.
Please, you dont have to save me. Just dont break me up any further and i'll be grateful.(;

- Ain't a good season ... ♠ Saturday, March 14, 2009

AIN'T ADOLESCENT.
cathrineeeee.

Cathrine, 6teen.
Need no further intro.

TEARS -

~ Trying hard not to hear ;
~ Everything that surround ;
~ Ain't Adolescent ;
~ Revealing dissatisfaction ;
~ Sorrow to be hidden .

THAT ' list of desires ' .

Do I need one?(;
~ fly me to the moon.

- DEAD SILENCE .

I don't need that . Speak your mind . (;

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