Friday, March 20, 2009

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Hello. 20'03'09. 2034.

Today is not a waste. At Least I get to know manteng, my still best friend, I suppose?
She seems so strong and tough on the outside. However, vice versa on the inside.
She's hurt in some ways, by her friend. She seems to be wary of them uses her matter-of-factly. And she just give in what she could.
Her family matter is not that great either. Torn, Perhaps.
She persevered through her tough life, I may put it this way. She tried to stay strong despite of the lonely ambient.

Mr queck is biased biased biased ! He let s4 NA and NT student incharge of sec 1 camp. Express? Step aside. As in, not even invited. Craps like " you all got lesson " is given. Shit. Lier. It's friday today. And the camp is held at 1200 where lesson is about to end.

I hate all the teachers in the world. Because of him, all teachers are the same to me.

- Ain't a good season ... ♠ Friday, March 20, 2009

Thursday, March 19, 2009

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Hello. 19'03'09. 1737.

So early that i'm posting. xp
My Bra-de. So handsome xp
Kelvin Cheong. Msging ahem. Too bad the gravity pulled him down. If not, the msg could make him fly, I suppose?xp

My Laopo and me.(;

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- Ain't a good season ... ♠ Thursday, March 19, 2009

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

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Hi. 17'03'09 . 1905.

Oh, Great day. Casting the fact that the irritating itchy nose stucked on my face.
And and, I reckon my back will soon break into half. Course of my childishness that day, trying to be cool, acting clone of a guy by sliding down the slide beside the stairs, and witnessed by hx, lu, christ and Yh my funny action of trying to stabillize myself from falling. It hurt.D;
An-e-way, My blog seems so dull and egotistic. What can I do? Hmm..

However, here are the highlights of the day ;D



That day an accident occurs. I dont wish to bring out this annoying matter.
So ya, they asked for compensation. But I still dont think my mummy is at fault. Ya. The end.

Oh and, My bra-de.;D

- Ain't a good season ... ♠ Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Saturday, March 14, 2009

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Hi. 14'03'09. 2243.

Not knowing why. Somehow, when i'm down, everything in my life turns upside down. Everything. The impact is rather huge, small little thing could hurt really deep.

I wanted to be a counselor in the future, and now i'm training from scratch, which is to stabilize my emotion. At times when BX sing, " Nobody likes me " I could feel myself dying inside. I've being trying berry hard to not showing any emotion. I'm trying, hoping that could make myself feel better, somehow. But school's life didn't work that way. Teachers in the whole world are bias. None of them like me.

-Ms lim like Huixin.
-Mr choh like Christine.
-Mr queck like Shu hui.

I'm good for nothing, succeed in neither. Not in Npcc, not in academic.
Nobody likes to be with me. All were leaving.

I dont know how long I can love myself this way, I'm still holding on.
Please, you dont have to save me. Just dont break me up any further and i'll be grateful.(;

- Ain't a good season ... ♠ Saturday, March 14, 2009

Thursday, March 5, 2009

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Hi. 05'03'09.

Jialu 'tio dai ji'. From her ex, who claim to love her most, and until forever with no ending. How sweet, my foot. What I would say is, nice try.

Anyway, this is so disturbing. I have no idea why. And I could hardly concentrate on studies. When mr choh pass us our 'o lvl fee' form, ohmigod. I felt so scare all of the sudden. 3 months already. Nothing much go into my brain. What worst is that, chemistry had finish the whole syllabus. According to mr.Tan, We should be able to do all past years papers he will be giving us. Oh man.

I believe practice makes perfect, sooner than later. I hope my ca will turn out to be good. );
I wanna go look for ms lucy. I can't accept the fact that O lvl is just a few months away !!!!!!!!!!!! FEW MONTHS AWAY !
OH.
MI.
FREAKING.
GOD.


FEAR! I just feel like screaming my lungs out . I hope I will die just like that, with no worries. Yet again, nice try.
I'm ok with my awkward looking face and position if I am to fly down from 10th, But not alright to see my mother's expression. Others not really huge impact. xp

Life would be much easier with 'a sense of humour'. : D

- Ain't a good season ... ♠ Thursday, March 05, 2009

AIN'T ADOLESCENT.
cathrineeeee.

Cathrine, 6teen.
Need no further intro.

TEARS -

~ Trying hard not to hear ;
~ Everything that surround ;
~ Ain't Adolescent ;
~ Revealing dissatisfaction ;
~ Sorrow to be hidden .

THAT ' list of desires ' .

Do I need one?(;
~ fly me to the moon.

- DEAD SILENCE .

I don't need that . Speak your mind . (;

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