I don't know what you guys feel and think about this Homo Sapien feeling called love but I feel that I am 1001% hopeless in that and I can never understand what true love and love itself truly is.And what's with infatuations man? I seriously hate the feeling of an infatuation and God, please tell me why is it that along with all the damn things in the world you have put into me, you must also place somethings called love, feelings and infatuations into my life? Why must you make me meet that girl in my life? Why? Why? WHY?
I cannot find any GODDAMN, SINGLE, ONE, SOLO word in the dictionary that can describe how I am feeling right now.It's a mixed feeling of confusion, sadness, pain, sorrow, regret, anger and a thought of hoping to be able to get in touch with her.
And there's no one I can turn to for solid advice or just pour my feelings out.All of them either go out of topic or just brushed me off with simple things like "LOL", sarcastic "Good Luck" and "If you fail to get her contacts, I'll laugh till I fall"...
God.I have sinned and I ask for repentence.
God.I have taken things for granted and I daren't do it ever again.
God.I just want that tree out of the whole forest.Just that tree.
God.I just want be with her always.
God.I just want you to hear and fulfill my wishes.
God.I know you give chances for things to happen but I just do not know how to use it wisely.
God.I believe you.
God.Now hear my prayers.
God.I love her.
God.I will never take her for granted should she be mine.
God.I can never ask for anything more than just her alone.
God.No one has ever left an impression as deep as she did on me.
God.I am in pain and sorrow now.
God.Please.Fulfill my wish.
After not long.. And you found your her. Why? how you managed to change so instantly.. She replaced me so.. Lol.. Lost of words.
I.. have been replaced. I always have been.
Cathrine, 6teen.
Need no further intro.
TEARS -
~ Trying hard not to hear ;
~ Everything that surround ;
~ Ain't Adolescent ;
~ Revealing dissatisfaction ;
~ Sorrow to be hidden .
THAT ' list of desires ' .
Do I need one?(;
~ fly me to the moon.
- DEAD SILENCE .
I don't need that . Speak your mind . (;
- ADIEU.
- VAULT .
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- MELODY .
