- Unsuccessful escape .

Monday, November 24, 2008

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Hello.
How to start. Ok, start with my phone!
I am thinkng of replacing a new one.
The only function that i liked most about my current phone is that, the alarm never failed to wake me.
Well, actually not so perfect, but at least, out of umpteen times, it failed once or twice.=p
Thats something, Right?(x
Other than this, nothing else work. It black out sometimes too. Kinda sick of it=(

Today, what a day.(;
Went back to school and found it really quiet. Dead silence. Thats the only time i find the cuteness of band=p Then after that bla bla bla. On my way to CWP. Theres a gil, appraoched and ask me whether i am free for a story. Then she started on the jesus story. She explain that we, human were seperated by god, from gods. So, We, wanna be linked to god, but was seperated by a thing called "sin". And bla bla, end of story. Her main point is to make me join their church. Like all of the church stories the same. And i said no, she Seems kinda shock? i have no idea what that expression is. And she ask to exchange num. And thats all.
Bla bla bla. i make my way back home.
OOO, one more thing. If god decides our fate, then wouldn't he be busy? With so many, infinity of us. And if he is, why do he care whether people is believing in him anot? That breaks the purpose of church. Dont you think so? And if god really IS there, why doesn't HE stop HIS own believers from competting with one another, of which is having most believers? Hmm..

Another thing, about previous post's lyrics.. i'm not done yet. Last song. All of them seriously explain how a broken hearted felt, how I felt. Bout him. And him. Yea all bout them, how dull my life is with them around.

Closed off from love, I didn’t need the pain.
Once or twice was enough, And it was all in vain.
Time starts to pass, Before you know it, you’re frozen.
But something happened, For the very first time with you..
My heart melts into the ground, Found something true.
And everyone’s looking round, Thinking I’m going crazy!
But I don’t care what they say, I’m in love with you..
They try to pull me away, But they don’t know the truth..
My heart’s crippled by the vein, That I keep on closing..
You cut me open and I..

Keep bleeding, Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding, I keep, keep bleeding love..

Trying hard, not to hear.
But they talk so loud..
Their piercing sounds, fill my ears, Try to fill me with doubt.
Yet I know that the goal Is to keep me from falling..
But nothing’s greater Than the rush that comes, with your embrace.
And in this world of loneliness, I see your face,
Yet everyone around me Thinks that I’m going crazy..
maybe, maybe..

- Ain't a good season ... ♠ Monday, November 24, 2008