hmm.. This few days is kinda bored without pc. Pc sustained virus, currently in my house rotting. My mother dont intend to do anything anymore. So, i will be staying at my cousins house as long as possible. But it did bring some benefit as without pc, i can concentrate on studying for this whole week has test filling in.
Tommorow is our day. HA! school's NDP. all contingent trained so hard and now, it's time!xD
Let's bring out all our effort in it to show what we have!
Anyway, i really must say this out. MY mother is too much!
She dont allow me to go out, fine with me. Well, actually not fine with me. I think i am old enough and i know she care for me. But her care is way too much.
Not just that which make me dislike her. She used to suspecting my father has an affair behind her, and now, she is having an affair behind my father, infront of her daugther.
She wanted my sister and i to go out with him and have lunch. Always everything have to go her way. when she say 2, no people dare to say 1. That is her. She will never heed people's advice.
All i wanted is to go out on sat to celebrate and she keep saying, "no means no. argue also no use."
Fine. i say fine. And she continued, "if you want you go and ask uncle.If he say yes then you may go." HEII HELLO?! AM I YOUR DAUGTHER OR HIS?!
And after that, i msged her saying i wont come home late and give her guarantee plus chop. (are you wonderring why i msged her instead of telling her face to facE? It's because i have moved to join my sister in my cousin house.)
And the next day she replied, "i asked uncle already. He say yes, provided that you must be home in time. If not, no next time. But note this, we wont celebrate your birthday with you anymore and no present for you too."
HEII HELLO?!?! WHAT IS THIS?! at that very momment, i was wanderring, when and what makes my mother turn into the way she is now. But i wont hate her. i always know she wanted good for me. OK thats all. I hope i can understand her well, and not have to turn insane one day.=)
May god bless me.
The next
Cathrine, 6teen.
Need no further intro.
TEARS -
~ Trying hard not to hear ;
~ Everything that surround ;
~ Ain't Adolescent ;
~ Revealing dissatisfaction ;
~ Sorrow to be hidden .
THAT ' list of desires ' .
Do I need one?(;
~ fly me to the moon.
- DEAD SILENCE .
I don't need that . Speak your mind . (;
- ADIEU.
- VAULT .
June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010
- MELODY .
