Yey. I am promoted to sergeant now. Damn happy. No words could explain how i feel now!
Gratx to all who promoted together!
We rox each other and now, we get to hold the whole unit now!
How wonderful life could be!=D
Anyway, just now went hospital to visit my grandma.. i got this sudden urge to cry..
I look at her sorrowful eye, suffering from the pain, and panting for air..
MY tears dropped straight away. She have become much more ewaker each time i visit her.
She cant move by herself. She looks so pale, so helpless.. so.. i dont know what else i can say.
I really wish she could regain her strength and scold or nag me for everything i do..
I regret so much that in the past i didn't treasure times i spent with her..
GRANDMA I REALLY LOVE YOU ALOT!><
Another thing which makes me very sad too..
jialu say that she cried.. she cried over me. Over what i wrote in my previous post.
I am sorry.. SOrry.. sorry..
You meant alot to me.
What hurt most is not that useless guy. IS you.
You always have something on to turn me down.
You always have studies to cover the time you spend with me.
You always are so busy.
You dont always spend time with me anymore.
But you still mean alot to me.
When JT always pangseh you,
I always wanted to confront her.
But i stopped myself.
Coz i know you still want her to be your friend..
I always wanted to tell you you are always rejecting me..
But i hold myself back.. coz i know i should'nt ask for too much..
You are closer to 3a than me.
But it's ok, coz i know that is your future.
What ever i am thinking and upset with..
Is all about you..
I never thought you thought my heart dosen't have you at all.
It make me sad, it hurts me alot.
But i know i am no far better,
coz you are sad becoz of me.. But i really hope that.. we will forever be best friend.
Forever best friend, best friend forever!><
Cathrine, 6teen.
Need no further intro.
TEARS -
~ Trying hard not to hear ;
~ Everything that surround ;
~ Ain't Adolescent ;
~ Revealing dissatisfaction ;
~ Sorrow to be hidden .
THAT ' list of desires ' .
Do I need one?(;
~ fly me to the moon.
- DEAD SILENCE .
I don't need that . Speak your mind . (;
- ADIEU.
- VAULT .
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