Today went to hospital again.. I looked at my grandma.. tears drop down without me realizing..
She is suffering more than she already suffered yesterday.. My heart sank instantly..
SHE look even more pale then she is yesterday.. She is going to leave us very very soon..
Just look at her makes me really sad.. I really wish she could get well.. even if it is 28% i still wish she could get well.. please dont let her suffer anymore..
But the only way is to let her go in peace.. i wish she felt peace.. as my mother and her sister,
which is my aunt, isn't getting well at all.. thats something she always worry about..
Haiix.. another thing is.. because the percentage is so low, my mother said we have to move out of my aunt house coz my grandma is dying and for some chinese religious, it is not good to stay in
others house when some close family is dying.. so, my mother decided that we move in to that
house in ghim moh(buona vista) tomorrow which is empty in advance and haven't even renovated yet.. how am i going to live in that kinda place.. torturing.. imagine.. with nothing at all.. only beds.. ARGH! forget it.. and what worst is have to wake up earlier than before..
MY mother also explained that we can only renovate the hosue after the 49th day death of my grandma.. This is also part of the religious.. religious religious and religious.
Luckily i am a free thinker.. hmm..
OK, so this will only means that.. no tv, no pc, no nothing for the 49 days..
And if i'm not wrong, the renovation will go on for at least a month.
So, a month + 49 days without any entertainment. This can really kill someone=.=
Think i will be staying up late at regional library before going home to face the wallsssss...
ok, so, dont miss me..((:
Cathrine, 6teen.
Need no further intro.
TEARS -
~ Trying hard not to hear ;
~ Everything that surround ;
~ Ain't Adolescent ;
~ Revealing dissatisfaction ;
~ Sorrow to be hidden .
THAT ' list of desires ' .
Do I need one?(;
~ fly me to the moon.
- DEAD SILENCE .
I don't need that . Speak your mind . (;
- ADIEU.
- VAULT .
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