That day.. hmm.. i confronted jin hui.. eh, let me use some show not tell format...
Days ago, when i heard something somewhere, MY heart sank instantly. I felt a stabbing pain in my heart, as though it had been stung by a thousand bees. My heart pain was unbearable and drove me to tears..
Somewhere before that day, i saw jin hui and she walked with wx. she told me she is going home with him.. and everytime i ask whether is there robotics, she merely said is or no, most of them are weixiang, how she tikle him, how she play with him.
I mean, it's alright that you play with him. It's perfectly alright. I't dosent matter what. even if he likes her, i also got nothing to say. tell me and i will let go, although it's hard, but atleast for his happiness, I WILL. But heii, why do you have to keep telling me how close you are with him.
are you trying to make me jealous or are you showing off that you are close to him? And jin hui, dont anyhow put your emotions on others. That really makes your attitude sux. ><>< i wished to post this coz this really bothers me alot! I bet you know nothing bah?
I could feel the heat boiling beneath my skin's surface, ready to burst any seconds.
The day after, i confronted jin hui. Actually not confrontation. Just wanna tell her what i wanna say. Like how i feel bout her attitude towards me. Nothing to do with weixiang.=)
And after that, over the net, I confronted wx. not as in confront. also telling him how much i have enough of him.. haiix.. i hate him. When i hate him, i hate myself even more. Who am i to demand anything from him? What am i to criticize him? I am nothing. Anyway, if he hates me, just let it be. I have nothing, much that i can do. Dissapointment had choked me like like fumes from a burning on fields, I stood there, alone, and wondered, what just happened? I tried desperately not to cry, but failed miserably.
Whatever it is, everything happens with it's own purpose((:
Cathrine, 6teen.
Need no further intro.
TEARS -
~ Trying hard not to hear ;
~ Everything that surround ;
~ Ain't Adolescent ;
~ Revealing dissatisfaction ;
~ Sorrow to be hidden .
THAT ' list of desires ' .
Do I need one?(;
~ fly me to the moon.
- DEAD SILENCE .
I don't need that . Speak your mind . (;
- ADIEU.
- VAULT .
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- MELODY .
