A few months later.. back to the normal routine.. where i get to be with him..
cause of some stupid reason.. i was involved in the tuition class he was in that time..
we get along more time than before.. that tuition teacher... SHE IS SICK OK?!?!
she always stay us back until late at night.. the latest is 9++ almost 10.. sick isn't she? from afternoon.. after school.. until that time... lame shit larh she.. she tortured him and me the most..
coz in her class, both of us were the most stupid student.. lol.. i remember that time..
i used to seat JUST RIGHT INFRONT OF HER!! she would hit me with her ring on my face.. or head.. when i cant answer her question.. lame.. she have no patient at all.. other than ring.. she uses her hand also.. i often become her object of her fury.. she hit me only.. just because i cant answer her question.. why cant she hit the others too....... how i wish she will take turns to hit everyone instead of just making me her object..
other than hand.. she uses cane... at the age.. we all fiered the cane MOST! like always.. i am her object... she hit me and him the most.. i just couldn't understand why... when ever she keep me back.. she will also keep him back.. so i will never be alone.. as beside me.. he will always be there to make me happy.. haha.. and when we did have a small chat, we would sometime curse her.. oops=p we would play with his son too.. he was one year younger than us.. i really enjoy the time.. when i was not tortured..=.=
once i remembered.. she humiliated me infront of the tuition classmate by asking me to take off my pants and hit me with the cane.. i know.. nobody looked at me.. but i still felt humiliated.. i can do nothing.. but obey her command..
ok enough of it... bad memmories.. but it will follow me for life.. nobody will knows the pain i went through before.. the loneliness.. and all.. only he.. he is the only one.. who knows it all..
now, i cant seems to find the he i used to play, went through all the throuble with..
but anyway.. memmories... ^^ it is all that matter... he gives me that.. the only thing...
i will treasure it.. but... I WISHED TO SEE HIM AGAIN!! PLS LET ME BELIEVE IN GOD ONCE MORE!!!
whatever it is, everything happens with it's own purpose((:
Cathrine, 6teen.
Need no further intro.
TEARS -
~ Trying hard not to hear ;
~ Everything that surround ;
~ Ain't Adolescent ;
~ Revealing dissatisfaction ;
~ Sorrow to be hidden .
THAT ' list of desires ' .
Do I need one?(;
~ fly me to the moon.
- DEAD SILENCE .
I don't need that . Speak your mind . (;
- ADIEU.
- VAULT .
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- MELODY .
