yey!!! happy new year!!!!! first post of the year of 2008!!!! hello 2008!!!!!! good bye 2007!
one year older lorh!!!! xDDDD
whatever it is, everything happens with it's own purpose((:
hmm.. last post of the year of 2007...
abandon the unhappy, keep the happy...
i told that to alot of ppl... but myself... i can't... always remember the awkard time...
and the sadness...
i will never ever ever forget the time..
he told me he like her, where he know i like him
and blamed me for screwing everything when everthing is perfectly fine, scolded me for no reason, without realizing i am crying my heart out coz of this and
he dont even bother to apologize about that and next,
without me knowing.. the both of them are together..
i will never forget how the both of them intimated infront of me and
most importantly, both of them always know i like him...
and his name is no other than pangweixiang..lol...
I can never forget that... lol... OO!!!!!
count down now!!! 2 min away...
haha... before i run out of time, here I GO!!!!!!
whatever it is, everything happens with it's own purpose((:
hmm... merry christmas!!!!
i got one preasent for my christmas day only...=D
but still happy ha.
that is a gift from wendy jiejie, my big cousins(da korkor)'s girlfriend.
this holiday, we get to bond with her very well haha...
well, actually i love to be with her.. HOHO! and i wish that she can be my tang shao...=D
hmm.. ok she gave me 2 really very lovely bookmark... magnetic that kind... that was a cute one
and a very very very very lovely card with something written on it. hoho
To : Limin Aka "your kor kor say he dont know your christian name(=.='')
message : all work & no fun makes limin a dull girl.(true=='')=X
Likewise, all fun & no work/studying makes one gong gong.(haha)
pls pls study hard but most importantly, give your best and put in your hardest efforts in school ya? May this x'mas bring you lots of joy and laughter!
From : love, raymond(my dakorkor) & wendy(my tang shaoxDDD)
whatever it is, everything happens with it's own purpose((:
well, that is a long time eversince my last visit BUT you are not abandonned.. thrust me!
how can i ever abandon a "friend" which share my sorrow and happiness and all the emotional stuff with me?
hmm.. ok.. so.. i am here to keep you alive.. as well as the people who bothered to stay longer than 3 min.((:
ok... let me do a summary for the months that i have spent in my cousin's house.
Let's start with funny HILARIOUS things
that is maybe the one where a sales man(young) came knocking one night and when he wanna promote his stuff, instead of saying "i want to introduce something to you", but.. "let me introduce her to you.."=.=
and of coz if that includes that.. almost weekly, my aunt will brainwash me by shouting to her daugther infront of me, that her butt is so big.. it's getting bigger and bigger and all it is in there is just fatsssssss.. ==''''
ok and maybe the night where my second cousin placed 16 - $50 notes on the fridge' door with every one of them seemed.. so, that makes the whole fridge door occupied by $50 notess=.=
oo and the day when my aunt is trying to make the rain dropsssssss drip away so that she can hang the clothes just after rain. What she do is banging the bamboo stick against the metal.. and the baboo just broke into half=.=
i wonder why cant she just wipe it away. lol..
Note to Self :
When aunt done something funny when hanging clothes, dont laugh too loudly.
-Uses computer only when aunt is not at home.
-Sweep the floor if nobody does. (do it automatically=D)
-Mop the floor if nobody does. (do it only when shouted to do so=x)
-Do not pretend to be busy when my name are being called.(she knowsw what i plan to do le xD)
-Answer at once if name are called.
-Do not use the master bedroom's toilet, never.
-Pretend to be sleeping when mummy's getting up.
-Force self to go to bed after 11.30 and come up again when mummy's went out to work in midnight.(i always do thatxDDDD)
-NEVER EVER SUGGEST TO PLAY MONOPOLY!!!!
well, actually there are more... but let's put that behind. if not, it will takes century to read. HAHA!
ok... but i do learn many many stuff here though...
-How to wash my undergarments myself(xDDDD)
-How to hang clothes inside when it's raining outside.(this way is unigue. haha)
-How to play monopoly(now i am growing to hate it coz i played that ALMOST EVERYDAY!)
-How to make tea(=DDDD)
-How to play mahjong(i am the only one wh0 dont know how to play.)
-How to keep the table clean(my sis and mine room is forever messy)
-How to keep the bed(EVERY MORNING=DDD)
-How to take MRT to my destiny. (haha.. coz i dont go out that much)
-Have girl's talk at night.(with girl cousin , ofcoz.)
haha... and many many more. oh and i came to knew alot of new people this holiday.
From audition, i've know alot of gan di, 1 gan mei<333, 1 dear and 1 darling<333.
something happens too.. i came to hate one of my gan di, named alex. i love my ganmei alot alot. named melaine. melaine is always there for me. really. and i never met her before.
I dont really love my dear. named brandon. BUT I DO LOVE MY DARLING ALOT! named leanne. let me say more bout my leanne.
she is a girl. she is a DUA CHIO BU. she is kinda cute. and we have alot in comment.
-She is 14 this year.
-She have a friend named aurelia too
-She have a friend named huixin too
-She like a guy also aged 15
-We always suggest the same thing
-always high5 at the same time
ALTO ALOT more. we even suggested to "stead" at the same time. haha. together. lol.
when i chat with her, she can really makes me happy all day all night.
we are always happy. lol. never sad.
And about my tao hua yun... i can tell you i am only sttracted to someone smaller.. and girlss.. lol
i got
1 di that say he like me.
2 di that say wanna stead/marry me.( they think too much? lol)
and one 12 years old guy wanna ask for stead. eh.. leave it to you to guess what is next.
Well, actually, being told by guys all those things, it's kinda happy.. i may confess... but.. they are so young. lol. although some are taller than i am. i got another 3 di who is absolutely normal. haha...=.=wah.. altogether i got 6 di and only 3 mei... thats not very good=.=..
whatever it is, everything happens with it's own purpose((:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEIXIANG! ~^^
A few months later.. back to the normal routine.. where i get to be with him..
cause of some stupid reason.. i was involved in the tuition class he was in that time..
we get along more time than before.. that tuition teacher... SHE IS SICK OK?!?!
she always stay us back until late at night.. the latest is 9++ almost 10.. sick isn't she? from afternoon.. after school.. until that time... lame shit larh she.. she tortured him and me the most..
coz in her class, both of us were the most stupid student.. lol.. i remember that time..
i used to seat JUST RIGHT INFRONT OF HER!! she would hit me with her ring on my face.. or head.. when i cant answer her question.. lame.. she have no patient at all.. other than ring.. she uses her hand also.. i often become her object of her fury.. she hit me only.. just because i cant answer her question.. why cant she hit the others too....... how i wish she will take turns to hit everyone instead of just making me her object..
other than hand.. she uses cane... at the age.. we all fiered the cane MOST! like always.. i am her object... she hit me and him the most.. i just couldn't understand why... when ever she keep me back.. she will also keep him back.. so i will never be alone.. as beside me.. he will always be there to make me happy.. haha.. and when we did have a small chat, we would sometime curse her.. oops=p we would play with his son too.. he was one year younger than us.. i really enjoy the time.. when i was not tortured..=.=
once i remembered.. she humiliated me infront of the tuition classmate by asking me to take off my pants and hit me with the cane.. i know.. nobody looked at me.. but i still felt humiliated.. i can do nothing.. but obey her command..
ok enough of it... bad memmories.. but it will follow me for life.. nobody will knows the pain i went through before.. the loneliness.. and all.. only he.. he is the only one.. who knows it all..
now, i cant seems to find the he i used to play, went through all the throuble with..
but anyway.. memmories... ^^ it is all that matter... he gives me that.. the only thing...
i will treasure it.. but... I WISHED TO SEE HIM AGAIN!! PLS LET ME BELIEVE IN GOD ONCE MORE!!!
whatever it is, everything happens with it's own purpose((:
i'm here again.. it's been days since i last visit you.. lonely? haha..
i'm here to post something.. as i somehow, felt abit of depress...
hmm.. maybe it's depress... i dreamt of him.. - him.. my childhood play buddy...
(flash back) i saw him... who is that.. so rude.. no manners at all.. and the way he sat.. so.. derrhh..
the first time i saw him.. was in P3.. when i first transferred school from Dazhong to Unity..the first impression from him is.. no good.. haha.. he sat in a unusual way where he put his leg on the chair.. and rocking it.. so i hardly even looked at him.. or even wanting to know him..
Sad to say.. when times went by, i get to know some news.. abit shock though.. his mother..
is one of my mother's friend! my mother and her mother even introduced us to each other..
then i get to know.. he, same as me.. was transferred in that year too.. he was from concord primary.. i still remember he once told me that=p
after that time, we used to get together.. not in school.. in school, although we are classmate, and we just transferred there.. but our fate is totally different..
to tell you the true, he is super hyper ly active he speaks alot.. when we are together.. i think.. he is the one who always kept me company... haha..
ok, back to our topic.. so, because of his well-going character, he gets to get along with every guys in the class well within.. less than a week.. and me.. i dont even have a friend.. and i was so alone.. in the class.. P3 is the most most most most MOST miserable years i ever gone through..
i was odd one out in the class.. all girls in the class despises me alot.. they hated me.. worst of all! i didn't provoke the girlss who is popular in the level.. but i dont get it.. why they wanted all the girls to leave me.. i dont know why.. they said dont play with me. dont talk to me.. to put it simple, "dont friend her" that is what they do as a class against me..
i was alone whe n i do everything.. nobody cares bout me.. i remember.. my form teacher and maths teacher also dosen't seem to like me as well.. when my form teacher lesson, english.. we was separated in groups.. as my class despises me alot.. they always bully me..
in my eyes.. they seems to be bullying me.. but fact is.. i dont know..
what they do is.. say i looked like a pig.. and always say " pig.. go take the worksheet" "pig.. collect the books and pass up.." DOTX!! and alot alot more.. i ofthen cried.. in front of the whole class and i know they are sick of it too.. as well as my form teacher.. but she seems not concerned at all.. that was really hard for me to live.. life is so hard that time..
the only fun times was.. when i was with him.. that is true.. because of some reason, my mother dosen't have time to pick me up after school... so.. my mother and his mother decided..
that i go to thier house until late at night when my mother is free, then come and fetch me home..
that time, i remember he was the only guy that talk to me alot alot.. he dont look down on me..
we get along very well.. i went to his house.. play with him, do homework with him.. and chat whatever we can chat.. the most fun time i ever had since i transffered..
these days dont last forever.. i know that.. soon.. my mother dosen't have to work until so late at night.. so.. i dont go his house anymore.. but we still talked in school.. i really like to be with him..
until P4.. when we were all separated.. i felt much happier than before.. i get new friends.. i dont cry like helpless baby anymore.. i really like this feeling of.. i'm a part of the class..
Cathrine, 6teen.
Need no further intro.
TEARS -
~ Trying hard not to hear ;
~ Everything that surround ;
~ Ain't Adolescent ;
~ Revealing dissatisfaction ;
~ Sorrow to be hidden .
THAT ' list of desires ' .
Do I need one?(;
~ fly me to the moon.
- DEAD SILENCE .
I don't need that . Speak your mind . (;
- ADIEU.
- VAULT .
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- MELODY .
