today my mum slapped me on my cheek.. as tears rolled down of my rosy cheek again and again without showing any signs of stopping..
wow... nice... but that is true... she slapped me on my cheek.. this all have to be rewind back to yesterday morning after school..
yesterday after school.. we decided to go tampiness to shop shop... lol..
so we went to qiant superbig market.. i saw so many shoes that i liked so much..
so i took 2 of them... and i put it inside my bag... yes.. you're right.. we're stealing... i took 2 shoes... 1 jacket and a pair of sock... lol...
not just this... we went to the snacks corner while jl and jt went to the cosmetics corner.. they have so many cosmetic but still.. they think not enough.. lol=X i took 4 chocolate... 2 ricola.. then hy and hx took the sweet they wanted and put it inside my bag.. and so we was ready to go...
we went to the toilet.. and later the 2 of them come in and join us..
after that we went out again... there was a man claimed to be the security guard.. a flash of memories pass through my mind about the scene that i've dreamt...
whole clique of us was asked to the LP office... that was when i know.. all of us was doomed.
later on, in the office... no matter how we plead or how we cried... chance was not given... and police came... and that was my very first time... being handcurf... true enough.. few min later we was in the bedok HQ... we waited and waited... then the investigation on why we steal... we was brought in to a room... with a branch... after the investigation... i cried... i keep crying and crying... it's not because of the instructor... but is the threat that makes me feel really very unwell...
one of the instructor shouted at me and said " i will charge you to court and charge you to girls home for 2 years"....
i dont want to go girls home... i really dont want...
i want to study... i want to take my 'o' level on my 16...
i want to get a good job.. i dont wanna go girl's home... so as far as i think...
... as much as my tears rolled down...
i was been bailed by my father at 11++pm.
that was when i know how much my father loved me...
and today.. i undestand... how much my mother loved me...
after scolding me... and slapping me.. she hold me tight in her.. she said this to me
"forgiveness is allowed only once" that is so warming...
i brought shame to the school... my father... my mother... my family... and also.. myself..
i know somehow deep in my heart that was wrong... but why am i doing it? i dont know why... they will know when they are in the situation like ours..
ok... enough say... this slap is worth it... this mistake is worth it... this handcurf is worth it... everything is worth it... this nightmare... nightmare... really worth for everything i have... and the love.. most of all.. the forgiveness...
whatever it is, everything happens with it's own purpose((:
Cathrine, 6teen.
Need no further intro.
TEARS -
~ Trying hard not to hear ;
~ Everything that surround ;
~ Ain't Adolescent ;
~ Revealing dissatisfaction ;
~ Sorrow to be hidden .
THAT ' list of desires ' .
Do I need one?(;
~ fly me to the moon.
- DEAD SILENCE .
I don't need that . Speak your mind . (;
- ADIEU.
- VAULT .
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- MELODY .
