that day, i went to a condo.. i can't remember the name as vividly, but somehow there is flora.. or whatever in it. what is this condo gonna dowith me? ok. for some reason, my mama and i went to that particular condo. And when i went up for some particular reason, something caught my eye. There is 4 unit per floor. And when i reach that particular floor, the doors connected to the unit, is not locked... to put it more specifc, it's not even closed. why? why they are not aware that someone, anyone might just break in. Then i realize.. that is a condo..
hello?! A condo!! not HDB flat!!but that is when i wondered.. why singapore is not really a safe place to be in? With terrorism all around of coz....
ok.. another thing..
before i came to stay with my cousin, i dont really know my cousin well..
particularly my smallest cousin of the house - kejia..
she is the smallest of the house, and yet she is much bigger than me...
uhh uh... nope.. it's rude to tell someone's age^^ especially a girl's age..
ok.. that is what i wanna say..
there is something.. in my mind.. about her..
when i was still small.. i was plump... infact, fat for what others will say about my appearance..
am i quite ok now?=p
and her image in me was that, she always bully the small one.. like meT-T
she always say i am fat.. and i will always be fat.. nobody will want me...
i mean.. for that time i am still small.. and it is really very hurtful and my heart can be easily broken you know?!?! that is why i dislike her very much...(psst... now i am getting slimmer...and whaT?!?! wanna say i fat arh!?!? nexct time larh.. haha.. maybe it's not because i am slimmer.. but is because i developed my breast and my butts are must more bigger=p)
ok now what?! i moved in and stay with her... as i grew older.. i came to become.. "stuff and bother" yea.. and as we grew closer... i came to realize another part of her.. she is not that bad actually... she lend me her things.. and sometimes we talk.. and laugh... and that night, we have some little girl's talk... that was the first time, i felt so close to her... i loved that feeling.. really... i do... i loved my cousin... i loved my big big big family^^
whatever it is, everything happens with it's own purpose((:
Cathrine, 6teen.
Need no further intro.
TEARS -
~ Trying hard not to hear ;
~ Everything that surround ;
~ Ain't Adolescent ;
~ Revealing dissatisfaction ;
~ Sorrow to be hidden .
THAT ' list of desires ' .
Do I need one?(;
~ fly me to the moon.
- DEAD SILENCE .
I don't need that . Speak your mind . (;
- ADIEU.
- VAULT .
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- MELODY .