i hate myself. i hate to say that but i hate things happened that ruin my life.
from an incident..
i lost almost all things i have left with.
i lost trust from her.
i lost my trust to *her.
i lost my only bit of freedom i used to have.
everythings i do turn bad in her eye.
what *she does is always right.
*she gets what *she want. cause she is always right.
what i so is follow her command and nothing else bother.
she tell *her everything and nothing same come to my ear.
talking became lesser while command come more.
she never see my good and always bad of me came out from her mouth to others.
hate this kinda life...
life sux even more. but life still goes on.
i will try to lead it differently. try doing things which is inappropriate cause i what ever i do was wrong anyway.
i know i am wrong. no use by doing goos things. it will end up to be bad.
who knows? i may change for the better some day in the near future.but even if i dont, what bother anyway?it's my life no.. it's no longer my own life.
i think they know what i meant...?
whatever it is, everything happens with it's own purpose((:
Cathrine, 6teen.
Need no further intro.
TEARS -
~ Trying hard not to hear ;
~ Everything that surround ;
~ Ain't Adolescent ;
~ Revealing dissatisfaction ;
~ Sorrow to be hidden .
THAT ' list of desires ' .
Do I need one?(;
~ fly me to the moon.
- DEAD SILENCE .
I don't need that . Speak your mind . (;
- ADIEU.
- VAULT .
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- MELODY .
